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Where did the time go?

I feel old saying that. I feel old anyway, like I’ve aged 20 years in a very short period of time. My last post was in 2020. It’s 2024. Four years went by in a blip. Today I feel like I am in a dream…some days it feels like a nightmare. I just want to […]

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Parallelogram

My bones were still warm from lying on the sand. My breath slow and relaxed. My toes were buried in a deep grainy embrace. My eyelids glowed red from the inside. I should’ve worn a hat. I could hear small waves licking the shore, trying to carry each tiny seashell or grain of sand into […]

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The last tic tac

When I was a little girl, orange Tic Tacs were the best. They tasted a lot like baby aspirin…but you could eat a bunch of Tic Tacs and not die. It wasn’t until years later that science discovered that giving aspirin to kids was a bad idea and can cause liver or brain damage. Yeah, […]

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The weight

A few weeks after my husband passed away, I went back to work. The world (and bills) still begged for my attention. As I walked down the hall to see my first patient, I could feel my nerves boiling under a calm exterior. Can I still do this? I stopped outside the exam room door […]

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The Infantry

The reality is starting to sink in.  This morning, I watched a video from the president of the university I am attending that was directed just to the advanced practice nursing students.  That’s me.  He referred to nurses as the infantry and extended his gratitude, flexibility, and support for all of us.  We are at […]

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Taking the Middle Road

Enough with the negativity. My mother always taught me that “if you don’t have something nice to say then don’t say anything at all.” I think humans in general need to be uplifted…not cut down, belittled, or judged for our choices because someone doesn’t like what we do. It’s so easy to be a jerk […]

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What? It’s 2020?

New Years day always seems to be a day of reflection. Oftentimes it is a reflection on the prior year, or of an entire lifetime. I tend to do the latter because I feel like I have lived a hundred lives in a matter of fifty years. I am lucky to have such difficult and […]

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Ease My Way

I’m an oncology nurse.  I never like saying that at a party because the brightness of any room suddenly dims.  So, when someone asks me: “What do you do?”  I want to run away, lie, or make a sarcastic comment about my recreational activities.  It’s never good.  There are several popular responses: oh wow, you’re […]

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It’s so weird…

I know…that’s my neck.  Neck is good. Boobs, not so much. I haven’t written in my blog in a very long time.  I love writing.  I love creating, especially when it comes from reality, from the heart.  My reason for writing is to share: my fears, my strength, my experience, hope, insanity, or whatever someone […]

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